Sick feeling through back of torso and concentrated in stomach and pelvis; oozing tar, heavy, thick, sticky; uncomfortably warm, triggers hot flash; black; turning, pulsing, oozing as if by worms; turning flu symptoms.
I am truly alone even with you. Painful disconnect. You never really loved me. You just use me for gratification (conscious or otherwise). You have ulterior motives. Your expression of love is self-centered and manipulative.